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Sanctuary
04:35
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Don't tell me what the proper way to say goodbye is
This is your momentary access to my sanctuary
Haha, I guess I'll tell you what you want to know
But basically I'm reppin' dysfunctional mental clarity
We could meditate for days and talk about the silly ways
That you pray for the day to come
When the world’s gonna leave you a price to pay
I think you done fuckin’ prayed enough
It’s no use when you yellin’ at the sky and the tears that you cry
They gone fill every aqueduct
I told you purpose and fear conduct
Warping all the minds till they tie it off
(Don’t tell me what the price is)
I never could have said enough
I knew you’d always fuckin’ call my bluff
Yeah you put me in a bind and such
Got my mind on the grind it’s hot to the touch
Whatchu doin’ in the other room?
I gave you answers now you went and broke my trust
These mental hallways covered in grime and dust
This is not who we are
This is not who I am
I never could have said enough
This is not what I planned
A higher contemplation
Am I insane? This is the place where
I need to prove I can change, man
Fightin’ in the dark
Why did you fuck up your plans
Thinkin’ you were pretty smart
What’s left for me to gain
Can I leave the archetypal mark
Watch as my face hits the pavement
Teeth fall apart
Sketchin’ up a myriad of ways
To make it back to the start
Fuckin’ with the time and the space
Chasin’ after the spark
Welcome to my motherfuckin’ cage
Can I take your coat?
Maybe if you’re feelin’ really brave
I’ll give you my hand to hold
But careful I have sensitive veins
At anytime they could explode
Please don’t fucking tell me what the price is
I never wanna know
There’s no relief in entertaining the fallacies we compose
Here’s another one
I’m at the top of the world scrutinized by the face of eternity
(Look me in the eye)
He’s yellin’, “Yo, who’s the man who said you need to do or don’t
Just crinkle up that little sanctuary till it’s dust and bones”
Until it’s dust and bones
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Ebb & Flow
04:01
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I’ve been sittin’ round
These limbs are molten my fear is golden
Givin’ a cold shoulder to a brother
That’s yourself, yeah, that’s yourself
Just a bit older
What is it to be a man?
What is it to be a man?
What is it to be a man?
I don’t know
Back in high school kickin’ it like bums
Out on the front porch suckin’ our thumbs
The world is this your mind is that
I want discomfort stat
Can I have it all back?
This is it just be a man
This is it just be a man
This is it just be a man
I don’t know, yeah, I don’t know
I’m never gonna get you back
And I’m always gonna have to feel the lack
Though I trust in the ebb and flow
Yeah I trust in the ebb and flow
So don’t pray for me, don’t pray for me
Forever floating on these principles
Forever floating on these principles
I tried to make amends
With these sorrows in my head
Some folks would call me a masochist
But the know that I’m proud of it
I won’t talk my way out of it
Unless the find all my notes
It’s murder he wrote
The bloke smokin’ that dope tryina cope
With reality as thin as a thread
I’ll explain away the pain it’s that long game
Tryina tame some strange
To balance out the dark pangs
Fuck all these brain cells a screw is loose
Tryina intellectualize these neutered truths
And then I’ll tell myself it’s alright
Voraciously infected with hyper senses it’s all trite
The thread is wrapped around my crown
What’s that sound, it’s ringing
Vibrations abound
And the time to let go of yourself is now
Loosen up the core a bit allow the coils to spread out
It’s here, my fear is molten, my limbs are golden
Despite what I’ve chosen
I tried to make amends
With these sorrows in my head
I’m never gonna get you back
And I’m always gonna have to feel the lack
Though I trust in the ebb and flow
Yeah I trust in the ebb and flow
So don’t pray for me, don’t pray for me
Forever floating on these principles
Forever floating on these principles
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Questions, Answers
04:02
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If you look me square into the eyes
Would you allow me to indulge this time?
Don’t remind me I’m scared
About the latest situation cause I’m there
And the sum of everything that makes me care
Is shootin’ outta my head with no hair
Are you blind? Can’t you see I’m doin’ everything I can
To surround you with the golden tones
The aura of nowhere
I’ll give you something from nothing
If it means they won’t stare
The vacancy is so bold
Can you tell me where the soul lies?
I don’t need the recognition you’re just here to nullify
Pointing out the dull cries
One minute screaming for reasons the next you’re calling for answers
I don’t know what I’m gonna do with you
Nah
I’ll make a deal with you
Nah
Convert this attitude
Nah
Keep yelling platitudes
I
Resemble everything
The paradox is fascinating
Older minds commemorating
Always here evaluating
Scared I’ll get assassinated
If I could wake up from this nightmare
Would you tell me it’s all a lie?
I’ve gone to the edge of a mind unraveling
It’s only a means you will use to see again
Don’t remind me I’m scared
About the latest situation cause I’m there
And the sum of everything that makes me care
Is shootin’ outta my head with no hair
Are you blind? Can’t you see I’m doin’ everything I can
To surround you with the golden tones
The aura of nowhere
I’ll give you something from nothing
If it means they won’t stare
The vacancy is so bold
If you look me square into the eyes
Would you allow me to indulge this time?
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Gravity
02:13
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Chalkdust
03:46
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I don’t really think I’m ready for that
The arbitrator’s set to measure out a counter attack
This is a wasteland waiting on the pressure to crack
The detonator’s sittin’ pretty as a matter of fact, oh no
I don’t wanna wait till the coast is clear
The territory isn’t the map
Internal armageddon all the nerves have threatened to snap
The hesitation, I guess I should just follow the sound
Of elevation until my feet touch the ground, oh no
Turn off all the lights till the coast is clear
I am the only one who knows this
I am the only one who tries
This is one for the taking
Everything in front of us is breaking
My mind is forsaken
Look at this wasteland
Searching for some hope or are we fakin’
I can never know if I’m the one who’s mistaken
Forever consumed in all my fears
Cause I’m over this shit
The arbitrator’s taken everything I know forget it
I am the only one but I’m not ready for the answers to come
I am the only one who knows this
I am the only one who tries
Cause there’s all this insecurity I’m strugglin’ with the purity alone
It’s the poverty of noble thought so write it down or just forget it all
I’m Mr. Wind-Up Bird finding my way through the well wall
Into no-man’s land there’s no plan so let’s just hold hands
And we could muse about the friendly things that we would do if we were back home
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6. |
Point Counter Point
03:15
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I’ve been lookin’ for the silver lining
But it’s hard to find it
I’ve been diggin’ all around through these ancient bones
It doesn’t matter if we have no home
I’ve been tryina get the light to guide me
Instead the darkness pries me
The clock is ticking come around I can’t take anymore
It’s all in my head every shape and form
Every shape and form
Every shape and form
I don’t wanna get wasted comin’ up with lies
But this routine is tasteless, that’s objectified
Don’t tell me what the price is
You already know I’ma pay it
Cause I told you
That I’d do anything
I’d do anything to break this endless demise
It’s all point counter point till the day that I die
Tethered together the method is fettered
I’ll never get better whether or not the mind is blocked
I’m prone thoughts that hit the spot
Triggering old memories fears wall away dissipate
Allow the waves to create a new state
And you’ll find the sublime look you square in the eye
I don’t wanna get wasted comin’ up with lies
But this routine is tasteless, that’s objectified
Don’t tell me what the price is
You already know I’ma pay it
Cause I told you
That I’d do anything
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